not too far in but i'm still in. still the pages keep flipping and each time a new page opens in front of me i just carry on doing what i do. Take me down to the paradise city where the grass is green and the girls are pretty. nice line from a great song. suddenly i dont feel so funny anymore. do i? friends leaving and meeting new people, it all balances up. funny what irony i seem to be living in. whatever i did before, i'm living it now. feeling awkward is also a feeling i have seldom felt. now, its people who are younger than be by half my age making me feel that way. anyway, this makes a good script, with ups and downs come every page, paragraph and margin. indeed, the time for seriousness is upon me. why so serious? i cant believe it. i missed that great movie with the tag line why so serious. welcome to the jungle i say. a different kind of jungle. no screaming, no bleeding, just happiness and innocence all around. In the jungle, Welcome to the jungle, Watch it bring you to your shun na, na, na, na, na, na, na,na, na, na,na, na knees, knees, I wanna watch you bleed....not so emo nor violent lah. just drifting to another paragraph. sometimes write too long and serious i will get bored. some kind of ignition for excitement is needed. so long never catch up with fellow members of the bookworm club. soon, we will have mass reading sessions again. anyway, silent reading is over. let's just place a bookmark at this unmarked page and come back to it another time. it's time for a different period.