i heard something today. something said by a person. this mirrors exactly what i heard a few months ago from another person. now it makes me wonder. is it better to be a little more of a bastard than who i am now? these people really hit the spot when they said that i am an idiot.
i really think so too. i sound emo, but im not emo. i just think that this is really confusing.
on one hand, the cards say that i should be who i am. am i helping people so that they wont get angry with me if i cross them in any way? is this a way to cover my backside?
the other deck of cards say that i should be a bastard sometimes. i see people in need of help and should i help them? no, cos others will see this as an opportunity and make use of me.
its so hard to see through the words that these people have told me. i sometimes really want to help to the best of my extent but if there is nothing i can do i will say i cant. super confusing, im killing my brain cells over this. its hard being human. maybe i should ask hamster what all this means. hamster is only a picture. he cant answer me except make he see how ridiculously cute he is chewing on that grain of corn.
nevermind, i think i'll take the alternative route and be more of the latter.
see how it goes.
before i forget, happy birthday to my friend, an old lady who just celebrated her 61st birthday.
happy birthday for 2008 and beyond!
3 comments:
WEI! THANKS HOR! Now even ur blog got the old lady thing u uncle uncle uncle uncle uncle uncle uncle uncle ! Bleh!
ho ho! heyy just be yrself. maybe its hard to even be yrself sometimes but u noe, not that u got to be bastard but if u cannot then just tell them is ok one. if they dislike u for tt they wont go far man cos they TOO petty alr. hmmmm dont know how to say btu last time i also will think alot on this but now i really just forget it. cos its either i can or cannot. if theres anything i can do to help i will do it but there is limit to everything. and u shud be setting ur own limits or in other words, your own principles :) hope i'm making some sense lahh..
-Chiasin
ho ho! heyy just be yrself. maybe its hard to even be yrself sometimes but u noe, not that u got to be bastard but if u cannot then just tell them is ok one. if they dislike u for tt they wont go far man cos they TOO petty alr. hmmmm dont know how to say btu last time i also will think alot on this but now i really just forget it. cos its either i can or cannot. if theres anything i can do to help i will do it but there is limit to everything. and u shud be setting ur own limits or in other words, your own principles :) hope i'm making some sense lahh..
-Chiasin
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